Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Thinking things over takes too long

Darn, I tried to apply to San Diego State today and they are not accepting anymore. It says they only accept certain people and I don't qualify. I wonder if I waited too long and general admissions closed. I wanted to go for it because they are the only CSU that offers Astronomy as a major. Oh well... I guess plan B or C will have to do. I still have a ghastly list of things that need to be accomplished. Since tomorrow is my last full day, I will devote my time to do it. I always keep thinking that I would feel much better when I do all my chores and finish all my errands. Whenever, I do, more pop up. Oh gosh, I just remembered I never found another dental plan. Nga said, Lora would call me but she never did. Grrrrr... and I need to cut my nails, my fingers hurt typing. Everyone is beckoning me to help them or something. All it does is force me into seclusion of laziness. I just bought this HDTV tuner for my computer. Obviously a stupid buy. It's still a deal though since standard receivers are $500. I'm returning it anyway because reception here is pitiful. Watching the Athens Olympics on it was quite nice. KNTV was the only channel I could receive.

Had lunch with So, Emily, Deepak, Jack, Kim, Tammy, and Gu the other day. Mmmmm good food. It's so nice to spend a weekend brunch with friends. Again, I cherish it like a newborn baby. For some reason, pessimism probably, I don't think days like that will come often anymore. Jack looks buff. Maybe it's the haircut. Deepak yet again got another phone. Kim woke up at noon. Gu wants to go fishing. So turned red almost immediately as he sat down in front of the seafood. And me? I looked like I could use a bath. Stinking hot for sure.

Friday, August 27, 2004

Hot Hot

OOOOhhhh, it was a toasty 103 degrees today in Santa Rosa. But when you have a nice car it don't matter. See the sadist in me, or rather, the practical in me says;

Hey 70-90 degrees is still cool enough to roll the window down. But even then, you still sweat. And other cars stink. So I don't really like it. But I don't want to stress my car out unnecessarily. At above 90 then we're saying you need AC to stay cool. And now I have a nice quiet room with a good temps, no bad smell.

So yeah, I torture my car when it gets really hot and I take it easy when it is cool. Kinda dumb now that I think about it. But I felt very comfortable today.

Had a gang of ims today. Everyone iming me tonight. Wonder why people like to chat with some weird boring guy who never makes sense and makes typoes like no tomorrow. But who am I to judge. I just juggle them all like I was born to. I even installed a video camera. Only one person is able to see it though. All in all, a nothing day. I need to make something of it, but I am too lazy. Ok, I charge myself to doing it tomorrow. You see, its midnight and if I do something now, work will be tough tomorrow. Doesn't that make sense? Tomorrow, like a well oiled procrastinator. Tomorrow I will do the things I told myself I would do today.

Listening to the Wheel of Time. Very bad book. I have 10 volumes of it. So oh well, I like long stories.

Thursday, August 26, 2004

Pushover

Don't know why I never learn. I seem to enjoy being stepped on. Imagine driving during the setting sun. You make a turn and now you need to move the sun visor to the left to block the sun. Your passenger abruptly says "DON'T MOVE THAT! Put it back where it was!" Uhhhh... am I the driver or are you? Is the importance of my vision more important than yours? But without thinking, I just put it back where it was in front of me and used my hand to block out the sun instead. Why did I do that? Why am I so stupid?

At Home Depot, I'm looking for a dual outlet pipe. I can't seem to find the right configuration and she is bored. "We don't want to be late to meet Ernest." And it's ok for me to wait outside your house for 10 minutes? But not if Ernest has to wait a moment while I look for a pipe and I only need a couple more minutes? Yikes, she agreed to go and now she is complaining I am taking too long. Argghhhh.... I really hate inconsiderate people. Give me a break already. "Let's go, Let's go." Fine bitch, I'm going. Gosh, I'm pissed. And to say I gave in twice in one night. One thing I learned for sure. I am not shopping with her again. We always go and I wait patiently for her when I am done browsing. When I see that she is done I usually just forego what I was doing. Today was all about me since I was looking for furniture. Geez, I should have just went alone. INCONSIDERATE!

But like Bush tried to say. "Fool me once shame on you. Fool me again and shame on me." Pushover..... pretty soon it becomes PW. A slippery road....

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

Wild thoughts

I just had a nice dinner with Kim and we talked about traveling. And the call still beckons me. So I go over my schedule. I go over my things. I think... I maybe... could I? I want to entertain the possibilities of moving to LA. I don't know though. I have too many fleeting thoughts. CSU LA. Why not? And while I contemplate these things, I will just be grateful that ideas exist. Now they need some polishing. I have Friday off. Currently, I plan to call Honda and go get a haircut. So please, if you have anything remotely more interesting to do, call me.

Beautiful garbage

Oxy-moron. I always liked to say clearasil-idiot. But whatever. There's been a lot of activity around me lately. Much more so tonight. I'm not very insightful or divulging at the moment. Too much of a jumble going on at the moment. Let's say the house keys are in out possesion now. So it is official. I sorta bought my first house. Not really completely, but enough to show at least. My mind really can't sort out everything I have to do. All the little things have to be taken care of.

I just played Doom3. Awesome game. I can't believe I have to run it on the lowest settings and it's still choppy. Must be time to upgrade. I hope my head clears up a little tomorrow. Because it's as mess inside as it is my room. And that is very bad. I mean, it almost makes Jack's room look clean. Or even the inside of Kim's car.... amazingly messy I know. I have a blue slime on my keyboard. Were there blue slimes in the game? I believe there were only red, green, and metal. I really like the slime.

Currently watching Live Action Sailor moon. Damm, I am such a pedophile. Oh no, the story is very good. I'm not staring up at 14 year-old skirts. heheh. Truth of the matter is as painful as it is to admit, I really like kids programs. It's sad, every episode, some kind of cheap monster and every week, it's either; Moon Twilight Flash or Supreme Thunder or Mercury Aqua Mist; or some variation of a single projectile blast and the enemy is dead. Why do I like crappy programming. Haven't I been desensitized by Power Rangers? Have you watched Dragons Tales or Dora? That's eve worse, those two are aimed at 4 year olds. Still very entertaining stuff. From Pron and Sesame Street. I watch everything. Well except for Samurai Jack. That sucks. And Nam says I shouldn't watch Queer as Folk.