Monday, December 17, 2007

Baptism

Nothing dramatic. I don't like being center of attention despite what Nam says. I plan on going through this dangerous water maneuver one of these days. Now seemed like a good one. Some people expressed disappointment later after they found out I went through it. They wanted to know why I didn't let them know about it so they could attend. One, I hardly remembered. Two, I don't like being center of attention. The less people the better. I thought it was supposed to take place on a Saturday among close friends and relatives. Since I had none to invite, I thought it would be a small gathering. But the big wigs at church in their infinite wisdom decided to hold the ceremony during Sunday Service. My stomach burped up butterflies for a few hours afterwards. Anyway, being quite emotionless the event was... for lack of a better word, uneventful. I wasn't hoping for miraculous change. I was hoping for "sameness." And I got it. Good, I hate change too.