Growing up
Today was a good day. I was given my third project at work. Which in my eyes means I'm doing good work and management trusts me with another hundreds of thousands of dollars contract. That's a good thing/ And something just occurred to me. I'm not scared about being happy. I'm not worried something bad is going to happen. Is this what they call growing up? I make up little side theories of pessimism to avoid being let down. It's just that I've grown up to so many failed promises that in order not to be disappointed, I had to lower my expectations. But not today. I earned my third project. I worked hard to get it.
posted by John @ 10:51 PM
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